Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Spark

The village bus is the bus for us, it takes all shapes and sizes."Last one in buys coffee" I wrote clumsily, sending the message off as I crossed the street to the stop where my bus was just pulling up.

The door swung open as an electronic voice garbled: "Seven", and I flashed my pass while bee-lining for the a seat next to the back window.

Staring out at the cheerful sunlight splashing across the underside of a totally grey sky, I realised how much shorter the days are now, so much so that it's completely dark when I leave work every day - and in that area, you don't really want to be wandering around after dark.

Presently we pulled up to a stop before the bridge, and a sweet looking girl wearing a white fleeced-jacket quietly wandered on and sat opposite me. She looked down and started pawing through her handbag, and I was just about to get back to ignoring everyone again when someone else slipped into the seat on my right, flicked his phone open and started a conversation with someone.

Across the bridge and into the downtown core, the ride was quick. It was also quiet, as it was most mornings, but that would change in about fifty-eight words' time.

The guy next to me was confirming a date with his friend on the phone, and the conversation was - as mobile conversations on public transport go - pretty quiet. Just as he was trying to finish his agreement however, the girl in the white fleeced jacket turns to him, and in some unwarranted spasm of rage, tells him to "F**k off!" between gritted teeth.

The phone guy is shocked for no more than a second, tells his friend "I'll call you back." and closes his phone, turning to the girl with a very controlled and genuinely confused "Pardon me?".

Again, the girl sneers at him, and informs him that he should do something rather unsavoury with his cellular device. Now I can hear her voice, I instantly realised my mistake at thinking her a 'sweet girl'. She's got that voice, that etched audible blemish that betrays her appearance and gives her away as being a certain type of person the second you hear it. It's shaky, a nasal bitterness that comes with one too many highs and lows in East Side alleys.

Instantly I feel adrenaline kick in, my stomach lurching as I wait for some kind of battle to begin, I've seen this before and usually it ends in the same way. Both yelling over the other as the junkie tries to prove something to the world, usually attempting to best the record for most swear-words in a sentence.

Instead, the guy pulls the bell, stands up, and heads for the exit at the next stop. As he passes by her, he looks down and says quietly: "You should try acting like a lady.". At which, to my surprise, she looks shocked ... -but then fires back with what I assume was her tagline: "It's woman bitch!".

You could probably find it on a t-shirt.

Now the guy turns back around, and with narrowed eyes is about to answer her again, when something totally unexpected happens.

A girl sitting next to the junkie, a totally normal, high-school 'yay!' girl with blonde hair and her earphones in, removes them and casually tells him to "F**k off" as well.

Instantly I realise what's happened. She thinks the guy is harassing a woman for no reason. Blondie has had her earphones in and has missed the battle so far, and to her defence, the guy doesn't look like the sweetest bloke. He's about 200lbs and has a slightly pockmarked face that coupled with his current look of distaste, makes him look a little threatening.

He glances at blondie, and in despair, says "No, hey ... she started it!", but Blondie holds her hand up to him. She actually holds her hand up, turns her head away, and relocates to the front of the bus.

The junkie looks triumphant as the guy, confused and defeated, gets off at the next stop, and yells a mocking "Yeah! How d'ya like that bitch!" after him.

The door closes, the bus takes off again. Nobody batts an eyelid.

The horrible unfairness at what just happened stays with me, Junkie chuckles to herself and goes back to fossicking through her handbag. I feel my face start smouldering, and if she'd looked up she'd probably have seen my eyes burning through her.

But she doesn't. A couple of stops later she hops off, and disappears into an alley for breakfast.

I'm sickened. I'm furious. I ... may get heated up too easily sometimes. But even so, it feels awful to have seen what I just did - something that small, but that unkind. This place has to be cleaned up. Eyes are on the city as the Olympics approach, and this is just a single instance of the malignant decay that taints Vancouver. It's the one of the few things that really kills my love of this city. It makes me want to do something, but where do you start?

I get to work, and I'm buying coffee today.

Jimzip :D

11 thoughts are now mine:

Jimzip said...

I must apologise immediately for the length of this one. Hope it wasn't too painful. :)

Jimzip :D

Dale said...

Pfft, it wasn't long or painful. It was really interesting. I dunno if you read my tale of when I encountered racism on a bus (probably best you didn't - it was riddled with tense issues...) but this took me back to it. That feeling of injustice and unfairness prevailing is really bad. There should be more movies about buses and the stuff that really happens on them. Not like in Speed lol.

Luke! said...

Wow. I'll be honest, I was only in Vancouver in late August, and I thought it was one of the most amazing cities I've ever been to. I'm torn between which is better, Montreal or Vancouver (Toronto is not really up there, no that exciting really). I couldn’t even picture what was happening as I read, I could not see that happening in Vancouver. Clearly, my brief few days in the city aren’t enough to make a thorough judgment, but to me everyone in Vancouver was extremely friendly and polite.
It's a stark contrast to the lovely woman who approached my friend and I when we were looking pretty lost, who was so overly-nice it was almost awkward. My first impression of Vancouver may have been positively skewed as a result of that experience. Still… I feel so sympathetic towards that poor guy.
However, you shouldn’t let things like that affect your view of the city. Whether it be Melbourne, New York, Paris, London, Toronto, Dubai…there are always going to be the little things, that you just cannot like. Vancouver, in my limited experience, is a beautiful city…spend a day or two focusing on those crazy buses with antennas, or the fact that no-one in Canada uses their handbrakes (what is up with that, by the way?). That should perk your view up a bit. I mean really…I get the electric thing, but they look …so odd…so so, odd!

Luke said...

Taking into account Luke and Dale's comments - perhaps bad stuff just always happens on public transport? I catch a lot of it and find headphones normally help keep the crazies away - but not always.

Also, I like to play this game to kill time: Imagine for some reason you were forced to sleep with one person on your carriage. Each trip, you have to find the person you'd choose. Sometimes you have to make some ugly, ugly choices - waiting tensely, willing someone good to get on at the next stop...

And that right there is why I don't let myself write a non-fiction blog.

Kyle said...

I'm going to try that game next time, luke-without-the-exclamation-mark. Sounds horrible and fun haha.

I'm sure I could fill a blog if I started documenting bus stories!!!

To luke!: what are those handbrakes for anyway??? There must be a hidden function I am unaware of. I use it when I park, but that's it...lol

PS You're giving the wrong impression with that photo of yours -- it's not snowing yet (thank god)!! :P

Jimzip said...

Dale: I agree! Instead of 'Speed' we do, 'Coke'... hehehe. Oh that was bad! :)

Luke!: Well, this post was written in retrospect, and even then I got heated up, I'm sure that's why it's so sharp. But in all honesty and like I said, I love this city. You're absolutely right, there is a lot of amazing stuff, the people are awesome, and in general I can't speak highly enough about it. There is that other side though, it's worse than a lot of people think, and awareness is one of the things that needs to improve before anything can be done. I hope I didn't tarnish the dream too much!! ;)

Luke: Hahaha. I haven't tried that one yet, but will do (and seriously, could you start a real life blog already!?!). Also, headphones certainly do help to keep the crazies away! This I've learned through trial and error... haha.

Kyle: I know! I was trying to find an appropriate image, and I was caught out! (Or maybe I took it last year, eh?) Haha :) It still fits the bill though!

Jimzip :D

Jimzip said...

P.S Kyle I'm having a heck of a time trying to comment on your blog. You may need to check your commenting settings, keeps giving me an error.

Jimzip :D

Kyle said...

Jimzip: Strange! The setting was originally on "registered users" which should've still worked... But I've changed the settings to "everyone" now.

Please try again! I live off comments :P

Luke! said...

Oh Jimzip I was having that problem with yours the other day...maybe its just blogspot.
And no, you haven't tainted the dream much at all... you'd know, since I would have changed my flight. Still booked for Vancouver (again). This time its 2 weeks, not 2 days. I'm actually...really excited about it. Despite my travel-partner completely ditching me there alone (insert profanity here).

Oh and that comment did have paragraphs...don't know why it came out like that!

Jimzip said...

Yeah, don't stress, I'm certain you'll have a great time. I'll also be sure to guide you away from the dark zone. :)

Jimzip :D

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